JOURNAL
Spontaneous thoughts journaling
From recent to old
23/10/2025 13:40
reward system, pattern recognition, ego physics, chemistry energy, matter enthropy
19/10/2025 00:40
looking in the void of my past type night. so many relationships i ended, people i just stopped talking to; my old alts make me remember so many i briefly think about contacting them again, but change my mind sorta nostalgic of a bad time i hated and would never want to go back to, i guess. weird feeling.
18/10/2025 19:19
tech feudalism is the word, that is what we're experiencing right now. time is a flat circle
12/10/2025 01:53
this joke was a banger actually i think so im reposting it here so even more people into the future can not get it
08/10/2025 19:25
these days accessibility and convenience are just used as tools to get more out of people that don't know any better
02/10/2025 22:19
this is my endgame
28/09/2025 22:28
80% of FOSS is written by some overweight guy in a beard that lives in a dark room and programs everything out of pure muscle memory. if you ask him about SEO or GUI he goes like "SEO? GUI? shut the fuck up" and then turns to his computer and starts speaking to it out loud in assembly. this is why i use FOSS btw
21/09/2025 15:05
finished metro exodus today
30/08/2025 11:50
hate that every pic in an instagram post needs to be the same aspect ratio, that is very fucking restrictive youre telling me i need to have one post per aspect ratio for my sweden pics? fuck off man
29/08/2025 01:44
had a wonderful time in sweden love u all
19/08/2025 02:39
listen to ur heart
16/08/2025 00:29
do any of the clippy pfps actually do anything at all to support their movement against big tech
13/08/2025 12:27
im not giving my fucking id to fucking anyone to use the internet fuck off
28/07/2025 22:24
25072025
27/07/2025 19:49
i feel less alone when i isolate. isolating is less lonely.️
25/07/2025 23:52
why could i not be normal️
24/07/2025 16:44
kill the middleman. the middleman is a leech.️
22/07/2025 17:45
stupid random pics i took over the past few days️
16/07/2025 01:05
had an incredible night and i love all of u you know who u are (lessthan3)️
i could only eat half of that fucker. seriously, its so fuckign huge. had to take the rest home to eat tomorrow night lol
11/07/2025 00:19
stresss hoping things will be fine️
29/06/2025 11:46
went to pride yesterday and got completely fucked on wine afterwards underestimated it lol, probably gonna be hungover today️
25/06/2025 10:48
i need some rio punch monster so bad rn
24/06/2025 17:49
did bait really use to be believable or did we just grow out of falling for it?
22/06/2025 01:09
just went to a concert for the first time in my life, it was a punk band called Peliculas Porno. i came to see Sonic Death with my friend but we planned too late and i missed them. still awesome tho, had a great time. id post pics here but we did not take any. too busy having fun i guess... to plenty more concerts in the future hopefully
18/06/2025 09:39
believe it or not we managed to fit the 4 of us in a bed for two
15/06/2025 23:41
thanks️
14/06/2025 17:15
get real
11/06/2025 01:55
i should take more photos when i'm out with my friends. i love them sm. my drunk ass only takes photos of the fucking toilets. dont ask.
01/06/2025 02:05
im really hoping ill be done with the album in the coming weeks. ive been working on it for so fucking long, and i cant wait to show it off
28/05/2025 17:17
it would seem that domain names don't cost nearly as much as i thought they would... maybe i'm going to get started with self hosting earlier than i thought.
24/05/2025 23:04
what do you call it when something small happens and it has you mildly disappointed but then you spiral into depression for seemingly no reason
24/05/2025 22:14
was hoping to go out again tomorrow but it's not happening, didn't realize it would make me feel so bummed out. funny how things are. but i guess its a sign of my social life being better, so thats a net positive.
18/05/2025 17:57
it should be legal and even encouraged to key the cars of the fucking dregs who park on and block the entire sidewalk
18/05/2025 01:13
the next wiredhead album is making progress
10/05/2025 01:50
i might outlive a lot of my friends and it's a pretty sad thought. i need to make sure i enjoy my time with them while it lasts. you never know how long you have left
05/05/2025 11:40
went to a bar (for the first time in my life) with some new irl friends (havent had any of those in a couple years) yesterday night i was anxious at first (as one does) but it went really well and i had fun. ill fucking do it again
28/04/2025 10:55
i feel like complete fucing dogshit. hating everything and myself. fuck my life
27/04/2025 21:38
had a really good day going outside and being a normal human rather than a fucking troglodyte. loving everything and everyone. the waste tape 3 doesnt have a single miss on it
05/04/2025 17:07
My room is climbing in temps as summer is approaching and my work nvme is reaching 60-65 degrees when working. thats mildly worrying. im also dying even tho its not that hot just yet
04/04/2025 17:51
So, the idea with this place is pretty similar to the blog area, except smaller, more spontaneous posts on a singular page where i can just kind of go and say shit. It will be in chronological order from bottom to top, basically how the old blog area was setup during my first few blogs. That's all i have to say about it for now.